Contact lovely Dutch girl

No matter how I do it, I never get it right. Why is it so hard to find a man who wants to go on a date with me? It seems like all the men are taken or that I'm not attractive enough. I honestly don't know anymore. I can't ask anyone for advice because I'm terribly ashamed to admit to my friends that I'm still a virgin. Should I just join a nunnery? Am I never allowed to know what it's like to have sex with a man?

I'm a regular girl who's still busy with her nose in books. I also love horseback riding, sitting on terraces, and hanging out with my best friend.

I bounce through life like an elephant in a china shop, making a few mistakes here and there.

My relationship doesn't feel good anymore. My boyfriend cancels my appointments too often, and he doesn't keep them. I'm tired of being alone almost every night, and who knows, maybe you'll be the one to visit me regularly for a cozy evening.