Date with cute Dutch chick

I love it when men suck on my tights or shoes while I'm still wearing them. Unfortunately, they're not readily available, so I'm trying it here.

The relationship I had started during my teenage years, and we soon moved in together. It didn't go well; we moved in together at far too young an age. I'd like to meet a man with whom I can have another relationship.

I don't always take the initiative. That's a real shame, because I often miss out on a hot guy. So you'll have to take care of me.

I've read a lot about erotic massages, but I've never been massaged this way myself. I think it would be amazing to experience it sometime. I don't have a massage table, but I do have a large kitchen table. Or could it also be done on a bed? I really have no idea, haha, but perhaps there's a man here who has experience with it and can tell me if a massage table is absolutely necessary, or if a kitchen table or bed would also work?