Email cute Dutch chick

A while back, I had my first boyfriend. It's already over, though. He deflowered me, but it wasn't quite what I'd imagined. It hurt, he was very quick, and not nearly as sweet as I'd hoped. Is sex so awful then? I always hear good things about it, but I really don't find it beautiful. Can someone prove to me that it can be different?

I work on my body every day because I think it's very important to look great. My boyfriend doesn't care about any of that, but I'd also like a man who tells me I look good!

I'm sweet, gentle, and sociable. Easy-going, a fun outing... I'm up for anything. I don't party; it's just not my thing. I do enjoy museums, culture, and theater.

I realized from a young age that if I have those lovely, beautiful, big, firm breasts, I should always show them off. So I wear the most plunging necklines possible. So plunging that you can practically see everything.