Email lovely Dutch girl

I've always been an outsider. That really made me insecure because I was always picked last in sports, and even when all my friends had boyfriends, I just kind of wore out. I've learned from it, though, because I know I have a decent personality, I just haven't met the right man yet. Let's see if I can find someone here who sees I'm worth it.

It seems unlikely when you see my appearance, but I'm not looking for excitement or anything, just a boyfriend for more. Not just for a short while, but who knows, maybe forever.

Can I call it a mistake that I moved in with my boyfriend without him knowing? I think so, because I'm really not happy. Not that I'm looking for another relationship right away, but I could really use some excitement. Which fun man is full of imagination and excitement?

Hey, I'm Mel and I have NO experience yet. Who's going to help me with this? I think it's important that you approach things calmly and respectfully. So if you can offer that, I'm looking for you. I hope to hear from you.