Fling with lonesome Dutch teen

Being in a relationship but still missing out on so many things. This is what I have now, and I'm having a really hard time with it. I want to be able to spoil a man, but I also want to go on a fun outing. I also feel lonely sometimes.

Glad you found me! Now I hope you'll read on. I'm Marouck, and I'm looking for a sweetheart of a man to start something with. You never know if it will actually lead to a relationship, of course, but I'm definitely open to it. I'm still studying, but otherwise, I'm as free as a bird. How about you?

I've been single for six months now, and my ex cheated on me back then. That seems like reason enough to end the relationship. The man I'm looking for isn't like my ex and only has my attention.

It can be so lonely. I'm in a relationship, but he hasn't been in touch for a while. Every day I wonder if it's my fault. I'm really not difficult; I always let him do his own thing when he needs to. But apparently, I'm not good enough. I hope to find someone here to vent to, but also to go on a nice date with. Time is ticking, and life is too short to sit around waiting for someone who doesn't want to be with me anyway.