Fucking with sweet Dutch girl

No matter how I do it, I never get it right. Why is it so hard to find a man who wants to go on a date with me? It seems like all the men are taken or that I'm not attractive enough. I honestly don't know anymore. I can't ask anyone for advice because I'm terribly ashamed to admit to my friends that I'm still a virgin. Should I just join a nunnery? Am I never allowed to know what it's like to have sex with a man?

I'm not entirely sure what kind of man I'm looking for. Is it someone my age or someone a bit older, who I consider more mature? I think it's the latter; childishness is something I don't like.

Do you also find the nights so cold? Even when it's warm, I still feel cold. I need a man's body to warm me up. Someone I can snuggle up against when I'm cold. Or you could fuck me warm, that's also an option, haha.

I think it goes without saying? Sex on a regular basis, and preferably discreet!