Sexdate with hot Dutch student

A while back, I had my first boyfriend. It's already over, though. He deflowered me, but it wasn't quite what I'd imagined. It hurt, he was very quick, and not nearly as sweet as I'd hoped. Is sex so awful then? I always hear good things about it, but I really don't find it beautiful. Can someone prove to me that it can be different?

I'd love to meet a nice young man who might want to share a room with me. I just found a room and find it lonely being on my own.

An older man is more than welcome; he wants to learn from you what's possible in lovemaking. If you'd like an internal examination before you fuck me, I know what to do with you.

At first I'm shy, but once you get to know me I can't stop talking.