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Unfortunately, I've already been through quite a few bad things. Divorced parents, which didn't go without a struggle, a very abusive boyfriend from an early age who took advantage of me, and an abortion. That didn't leave me cold, but it did bring me back down to earth. I'm now looking for a truly sweet man who has my best interests at heart and isn't just looking to take advantage of me.

You might not think so, but I'm quite a nerd. I put a lot of effort into my appearance, but you shouldn't read too much into that. I'm always with my nose in books and don't really think about men much. That's why I'm still a virgin. But I don't really want to be anymore. But I also don't want to have to search every bar for a man. I'd rather look here. Hopefully, men will come to me.

I feel so lonely, looking for some company.

I think all the SM and BDSM outfits look incredibly hot. I've just never actually tried it myself, and that's exactly what I want.