Sleep with lonesome Dutch teen

It can be so lonely. I'm in a relationship, but he hasn't been in touch for a while. Every day I wonder if it's my fault. I'm really not difficult; I always let him do his own thing when he needs to. But apparently, I'm not good enough. I hope to find someone here to vent to, but also to go on a nice date with. Time is ticking, and life is too short to sit around waiting for someone who doesn't want to be with me anyway.

Blonde hair, blue eyes, I can hear you thinking. But even blondes have some brains, haha. So do you want to see how many I have, or would you rather do something else?

I love getting some male attention, but preferably from a man who wants to have a relationship with me, because casual contact is not what I'm looking for.

Generally, I'm a tough lady, but I can also be a real diva. It's the same in other areas; I love extremes. What cool guy would appreciate that too?