Dating with sweet Dutch girl

My life as a single girl has its ups and downs. The ups are my work and my social life. The downs are my sex life. I find it hard to approach someone on the street and ask if they want to have sex with me. Here, I can, and I'm hoping for a man who I can be submissive to during sex.

You only want one thing, and that's to slide your delicious body over mine. Maybe put some oil between them to make it slide better. Where would you slide first?

I've had my fair share of life, and I'm hoping things will calm down a bit now. I think what I've been through is beyond anyone's lifetime. So I'm looking for some stability here, if that even exists.

Okay, I admit it, I don't have much experience yet. I've done it three times now. Three times with someone else, but each time was a disappointment. I think the longest lovemaking session lasted eight minutes. Is that normal? Because I find it really short, and I didn't really get a chance to play. If that's how it has to be, I don't want sex anymore...