Sexdate with kind Dutch babe

A while back, I had my first boyfriend. It's already over, though. He deflowered me, but it wasn't quite what I'd imagined. It hurt, he was very quick, and not nearly as sweet as I'd hoped. Is sex so awful then? I always hear good things about it, but I really don't find it beautiful. Can someone prove to me that it can be different?

I'm looking for a buddy, a lover, a partner... Just everything in one!

All my life, I've been different from girls my age. I didn't play with dolls, but with cars. I didn't have girlfriends, but boyfriends. Even though I feel like a woman through and through, and I am. I'm just not into girly things. Now I really want to try something... I know what a cock deep in my cunt feels like. But what does it feel like if we both come simultaneously while licking each other?

I'm looking for a solid man, someone who wants a serious relationship with me and wants to fully enjoy life and each other. If you'd like me as your boyfriend, please let me know.