Date with hot Dutch student

I've never been intimate, honestly. I've never even kissed anyone. I'm incredibly shy and just don't dare. Maybe an older man could reassure me? And help me out? Sexually, too?

I'm still very young, of course, and have almost no experience. That's why I'm looking for a teacher who isn't too strict and who can gently introduce me to the world of SM. I'm very curious about what you have planned for me. I will obey.

Sometimes life doesn't go as planned. I got pregnant unexpectedly, but I let it happen. I now have a beautiful little boy, but his father is completely out of the picture. I'm not looking for a father for him, but a companion for myself.

It wouldn't be a big deal if I cheated on a handsome man once, but I'd still like to make it happen. If you're that sweetheart who wants to have a fun evening with me, please let me know.