Date with sweet Dutch girl

The men I've met so far have been more than happy to give me attention, but only for one night. I'm not looking for those men; I want a permanent relationship.

I made a bet with my friends that I'd find a great date very quickly. So here I am, waiting for you.

Do you know that feeling where you feel happy, living together, but still missing something in your life? I have that too. I can't say I'm unhappy, but sometimes I get that "is this all there is to it feeling?" After much hesitation, I put on my bold high heels and decided to fill in what I'm missing. Discretion is therefore requested, but also required. If you recognize yourself in this, let me know soon, and who knows, we might make each other even happier.

I can spend hours thinking about what ifs and what ifs, but that doesn't get me anywhere.