Fling with lonesome Dutch teen

One day I'll find the right man... I'm convinced of that, and until then I'll just look around and experiment. Because what's my ideal man? I don't know. Someone who enjoys variety, though, because the same old thing is so boring!

I often think, what am I still doing in this relationship? Every day is the same, and we lack mutual attention. I want to live an exciting life, and if necessary, I'll do it with someone else.

I'm getting a bit tired of making appointments and not showing up. It seems like men don't really have the courage anymore. I've already made several appointments for a night of good sex, only to be completely finished in my lingerie, and then no one shows up! Seriously, I'm going to try one more time, and this time I hope to find a man who's actually willing to come and have sex.

About myself, I find that a bit difficult, but I'll give it a try. I'm a fun, sociable, and occasionally crazy person. I'm fully engaged in life and enjoying myself. But sometimes I feel like I'm missing something.