Fling with lovely Dutch girl

I've been feeling uneasy around my boyfriend for a while now, and it's all because of the negative stories going around about him. I don't know what's true, and I can't find out. I don't want to continue like this and want to meet a man I can trust.

I get all warm inside when I see a handsome, sexy man walk by. I'd love to make contact with him, but I'm a bit shy. This seems like the ideal way to find a handsome guy who finds me attractive and wants to spend a romantic evening with me.

When you travel a lot, you often have to wait, and what do you think I hate? So who wants to make my wait a little more enjoyable? If you're nice, you can just come along.

I'm not easily fazed, but when I meet the right one, I'm not sure yet. I think it would be wonderful if the crush were to play tricks on me again when I meet the right one, Jacob.