Fucking with lonesome Dutch teen

After much deliberation and weighing all the pros and cons, I've finally signed up here. The reason is that I want to end my relationship, but I can't stand being alone. I want to find a new boyfriend before I end it. Whether or not this is appropriate doesn't matter to me. My feelings are more important to me. I'm looking for a friend for life. You also have no problem with me finding a boyfriend before ending my relationship.

I've left the nightlife behind; I'm done with fights and drunk men. I want to meet a sweet, fun man who's interested in a relationship with me.

It wasn't so great for me at the time; I've been through a really rough time. Very busy, arguing with my parents, my boyfriend leaving, you know how it is. Suddenly, you can't see the point anymore. Well, that's how I feel now. I feel alone and abandoned. That's why I'm looking for a man who might also have a hard time. Then we'll probably understand each other and hopefully build something together.

I'm not into hard, firm, or wild things. I prefer slow, tender, and romantic.