Penetrate delicious Dutch student

I don't have much experience with sex yet. I'd like to explore this.

I've been without sex for a while. I don't think a bar or a party is the place to hook up with a man. You just see them standing at the bar with beers in their hands, and by the evening they're completely out of breath. Maybe I'll find a sober guy here who also misses sex.

I hope I've made you a little curious about who I am. I'd love to hear from you if you'd consider me a friend.

A while back, I had my first boyfriend. It's already over, though. He deflowered me, but it wasn't quite what I'd imagined. It hurt, he was very quick, and not nearly as sweet as I'd hoped. Is sex so awful then? I always hear good things about it, but I really don't find it beautiful. Can someone prove to me that it can be different?