Sexdate with beautiful Dutch girl

Love is what I desperately need right now. Unfortunately, I don't have anyone who can give it to me, and it would be wonderful to meet a nice, sweet man who has an abundance of love and wants to share it with me.

I put a lot aside for my boyfriend; he demanded all the attention and went all out for his career. I just had to follow suit, and now I'm seeing the results. I'm not getting anywhere, and I sacrificed myself for him. I don't want this anymore and would like to meet someone who also thinks about others.

I've been feeling better these past few months and have completely forgotten my ex. I don't see him anymore, and that's a good thing. I want to be able to focus on the man who wants to be with me.

I'm really curious now that my boyfriend and I have agreed that we can go out with other people and possibly spend the night together. The open relationship is definitely a good thing for me; the attention I get from my boyfriend is minimal, and I'm not satisfied with that.