Dating with young Dutch teen

You know that feeling when you wake up one morning and ask yourself, "What am I doing with my life?" I think I'm at that point right now, but the question is, what's the right path?

I've never been intimate, honestly. I've never even kissed anyone. I'm incredibly shy and just don't dare. Maybe an older man could reassure me? And help me out? Sexually, too?

My boyfriend left because he needed a break. He's doubting our relationship and wants no contact for three months. What else could I do but agree? The problem is, I don't want to go three months without getting horny. Sex is my passion, my life, and I'm not going to put that aside for him. I want to have sex, and I want to do that with anyone who finds me attractive and sexy enough.

A naughty man who loves adventure and is not afraid to go all out when it comes to sex is what my heart desires. I want to become one with you and feel him slide your thick cock deep inside me.