Dating with young Dutch teen

My relationship is coming to an end. We now sleep in separate rooms, and intimacy is gone. What I'd like is to meet a man who wants to be my lover so my body can still get its due.

I don't want to say too much about myself here; I'd rather you find out when we meet. But before that, you should know that I'm looking for a guy who's not your average guy, but very mature.

I find it hard to find someone because flirting isn't really my thing. I prefer to be flirted with. Even though I'm not bad-looking, even if I do say so myself, haha, men aren't easy to come by.

If you know what I used to look like, you'll understand how happy I am. I wasn't pretty, too fat, and I wore thick glasses. That's quite a makeover, isn't it? I hope you find me beautiful, because I'm still a little insecure. So you have to be kind and serious with me.