Date with lovely Dutch girl

What I'm after is the man in my dreams. That man is sweet, kind, charming, and has all the good qualities I'd like to see. I want to get to know you if you think you're in my dreams.

I hope you can handle me, because I do expect a lot from you. I don't want to tell you what I expect here; I'd rather do it in private, since not everyone needs to know.

I live with a man who lives for his work. I'm often home alone and feel very lonely. I'm looking for a man who will be happy to keep me company during those lonely moments.

My biggest dream was to find someone who would always be honest with me. Unfortunately, my current boyfriend isn't and he cheats on me. Still, I care about him, but I don't want his actions to go unpunished. That's why I want to cheat sometime and film it.