Dating with beautiful Dutch girl

There are quite a few things missing from my relationship, and I'm hoping to find the man here who can fill in the missing pieces. I don't want to go into that here; I'd rather keep it private.

I'm looking for a teddy bear to cuddle and love. Someone to hold me like I've never felt before. Someone to care for me!

Every night I lie alone in bed, and out of boredom, I pick up my dildo. It would be much more exciting if I could feel a real cock again, and I want to taste it too.

I don't need a steady relationship just yet; we'll first see if we're sexually attracted to each other. I work as a secretary and am a member of a sports club in addition to my job. I enjoy cooking and I'm fond of overweight men!