Dating with lonesome Dutch teen

What's that, ugly duckling? I think I'm too hot to pass up. Can you explain to me why men ignore me?

I had trouble reaching orgasm with my ex, but now that I do it with myself every day, it works perfectly. So, it wasn't my fault all this time, it was his. Now I'm looking for a guy who can make me cum with his hands or tongue.

I want to share everything with the man I love and who loves me. I hope to find you soon and live together as a happy couple. I hope I find you here and that you are the man of my dreams.

My boyfriend can't know that I long for an exciting connection outside of his knowledge. Now that I feel so lonely in my relationship, the only solution is to seek it elsewhere. Please respond if you, like me, are open to something wonderful.