Email kind Dutch babe

I haven't had a boyfriend before, and I'm looking forward to one. I want to experience the stories I hear about butterflies and love, and I hope to soon find someone I'll fall head over heels in love with.

I don't think serious men exist anymore because they're all only after one thing. There's so much more to life than that. Being each other's buddies, where you can be completely open and honest, that's life. But who's open to that anymore?

It can be so lonely. I'm in a relationship, but he hasn't been in touch for a while. Every day I wonder if it's my fault. I'm really not difficult; I always let him do his own thing when he needs to. But apparently, I'm not good enough. I hope to find someone here to vent to, but also to go on a nice date with. Time is ticking, and life is too short to sit around waiting for someone who doesn't want to be with me anyway.

I'm young, but I've already been through quite a lot. I've had a lot of bad boyfriends, so I'm a bit insecure in that respect. I'm quite easily taken advantage of. That's not a problem, but you have to respect me. You know what I mean?