Fling with kind Dutch babe

After a rough patch, I've come out stronger. My ex made my life miserable, but I weathered that time well and hope to find a man again soon, because I enjoy socializing.

Hey nice guys, are you also looking for some more attention and excitement? Then I think we can shake hands. Shall we lend each other a hand?

As I write this, I'm blushing with shame. I'm still a virgin, and my friends are laughing at me. I don't want this anymore, and the next time they ask if I've had sex, I want to be able to say yes wholeheartedly. Who's going to deflower me?

Okay, I admit it, I don't have much experience yet. I've done it three times now. Three times with someone else, but each time was a disappointment. I think the longest lovemaking session lasted eight minutes. Is that normal? Because I find it really short, and I didn't really get a chance to play. If that's how it has to be, I don't want sex anymore...