Penetrate teenage Dutch student

For too long, I've accepted being treated like a slave. Every time my boyfriend said he was coming over, I'd do my best to prepare a delicious meal, and he'd always cancel an hour beforehand. I don't like this anymore and want to meet another man who actually keeps his promises.

Despite feeling incredibly good-looking, and putting a lot of effort into it, I still haven't managed to snag a sexy man. So I'm slowly starting to wonder what's wrong with me.

Hi! I don't really know what to write here. I don't really know what I'm looking for either. I do know that I find it all very exciting. I'm certainly open to a lot of things, and let's just see what happens together, right?

I put a lot aside for my boyfriend; he demanded all the attention and went all out for his career. I just had to follow suit, and now I'm seeing the results. I'm not getting anywhere, and I sacrificed myself for him. I don't want this anymore and would like to meet someone who also thinks about others.