Sleep with lonesome Dutch babe

How can I put this? All my relationships are failing... well, the three I've had, anyway. They all told me to take more initiative and be allowed to say I'm in the mood for sex. But I'd much rather be told I have to give a blowjob or get down on my knees to get a good fuck. Do you even want that?

I've been single for two months now and can't live without a boyfriend. I want to meet a guy who wants to have a good time with me, someone who's adventurous and also enjoys going to concerts.

Do you want me to beg you? I will, if it means I can get you into my bed. Please? Will you contact me so we can have sex? I'll do anything for you. Will you please come then?

It's not always about looks, they say. But I'm still struggling so much with finding a man who accepts me for who I am. It's not all about sex, is it? Or am I wrong?