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I finally know why I see my boyfriend so little. He's seeing someone else, and I heard about it through word of mouth. He admitted it, and I'm still not entirely sure whether I'll leave him; it also depends on whether I find a nice guy here quickly.

I've always found the idea of ??having sex with an older man exciting, but unfortunately, it hasn't happened yet. I'm now looking for a man over 30 who might be able to teach me a thing or two!

I'll be finished with school soon, assuming everything goes well. Then my grandma will be happy too, since I've lived with her for most of my life. And what else could I make her happy with?

Sacred isn't in my vocabulary. Shy isn't either. I say what I want, and I certainly don't want boring sex. It has to go a step further. Whips, handcuffs—it's all welcome. Pain is good...