Dating with sweet Dutch girl

A while back, I had my first boyfriend. It's already over, though. He deflowered me, but it wasn't quite what I'd imagined. It hurt, he was very quick, and not nearly as sweet as I'd hoped. Is sex so awful then? I always hear good things about it, but I really don't find it beautiful. Can someone prove to me that it can be different?

What I'm looking forward to is meeting a man who will regularly offer me company and whom I can turn to with all my problems. I'd like to get to know you if you think you can be there for me.

If you're interested in spending some quality time with me, I hope you'll reply soon. I'm more than tired of the single life and am looking forward to meeting a man who finds me nice and attractive.

If you want to entertain me for an evening, you can just pull out the board games from the cupboard. I enjoy playing games like "Ludo" (Mens erger je niet), "Goosebumps" (Snake game), and even Monopoly. What's your favorite board game?