Dating with teenage Dutch student

I can't say how often I play with myself, but quite a lot. I also have dildos in all sizes, so my little beast can certainly take a beating. My pussy is really craving a real, nice cock right now. Is that yours?

You know what I'd like? True love. I don't know that. I do have men who say I'm the love of their lives, but they lie. To get me into bed. I love sex, let there be no mistake about that. But this time with someone who truly cares about me. Is that even possible?

I'm increasingly feeling the need to completely change everything. Just do something completely different from what I normally do. So I thought I'd take a nice vacation for a few weeks. It's like traveling without a destination. But being alone is just being alone.

What I want may not be possible, but I think it's important to have a good relationship and be friends first.