Fling with cute Dutch teen

You might not think so, but I'm quite a nerd. I put a lot of effort into my appearance, but you shouldn't read too much into that. I'm always with my nose in books and don't really think about men much. That's why I'm still a virgin. But I don't really want to be anymore. But I also don't want to have to search every bar for a man. I'd rather look here. Hopefully, men will come to me.

Attention isn't something I crave; I get plenty of it, but more than that is often all I get. It's as if men aren't eager to go home with me, even though I have a very sexy evening planned.

No matter how I do it, I never get it right. Why is it so hard to find a man who wants to go on a date with me? It seems like all the men are taken or that I'm not attractive enough. I honestly don't know anymore. I can't ask anyone for advice because I'm terribly ashamed to admit to my friends that I'm still a virgin. Should I just join a nunnery? Am I never allowed to know what it's like to have sex with a man?

I can just picture myself going out with a naughty man for some great sex. I'm a sex lover, and after one glass of wine, I'll do anything you ask.