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If you think you can make my life more complete, I'd love to know how you plan to do it. After three years of being single, almost any man is welcome in my life, but I have to admit I'm a bit critical.

Let's just throw in the hard stuff right away: I've been ill for a very long time and missed out on so much of life. I don't really have any friends left. So I'm looking for new friendships here, and who knows where I'll end up.

I've had enough softies in my life, and I don't want to be in a relationship with someone like that. I'm looking for a tough guy who has an eye for detail and, above all, thinks I'm the most beautiful in the world.

My boyfriend is quite controlling. Throughout our relationship, but especially during sex. I don't mind that; I enjoy it when someone takes charge. But I'd also like it the other way around, to be able to let loose and be rough. My boyfriend isn't into that; he definitely doesn't relinquish control. Could I try it with a man who enjoys being dominated?