Penetrate lonesome Dutch teen

How differently I imagined things! I used to watch every Disney movie 20 times, so I often imagine things much more romantic than they are! I hope to find a man here who shares that vision and tries to sugarcoat everything a bit! I'm in a relationship, but he's such a brute, and I feel like he has little respect for me as a person! That's why I'm looking for a bit of romance here!

I don't want to be without sex, and it's starting to feel that way. I had a boyfriend early on, and that was fine. I'm still crazy about him. But he had an accident a year ago, and he's paralyzed from the waist down. And now he can't do it anymore. And neither can I. And that's awful. I'm not even twenty yet, how can I live without sex?

Super romantic, so romantic that the last time I wanted to do something sweet, I set my ex's cat on fire. I put it out, of course, and the cat is fine, but I do want a man who could use some romance in his life.

You don't really need to have a specific thing, if it clicks and you like to have fun then that's enough for me ;)