Penetrate sweet Dutch girl

So here I am, a nice lady, if I may say so myself. And what am I looking for here, you ask? A nice friend, and who knows where that might lead us.

My life goes on as usual, whether I've been fired or the relationship has ended. I wish time would stand still every now and then and I could fully enjoy the man who loves me.

I have a little secret: when I talk to my friends about the boys they've had, I eagerly join in and fantasize about it! I sometimes start to doubt whether they actually believe me, and I'd like to change that! I'm still a virgin, and I'd like to find a sweet man here who will free me from my ignorance! I'm tired of being a virgin! I also want to know what it's like to have an orgasm, and I think there are a few men here who can help me, but very carefully, because I think it might still hurt a bit!

I've been searching quite a bit for a nice man and have attended a few parties. Unfortunately, I haven't found someone I want to spend the rest of my life with, and I hope I have a better chance of finding him here.