Sexdate with teenage Dutch student

It can be so lonely. I'm in a relationship, but he hasn't been in touch for a while. Every day I wonder if it's my fault. I'm really not difficult; I always let him do his own thing when he needs to. But apparently, I'm not good enough. I hope to find someone here to vent to, but also to go on a nice date with. Time is ticking, and life is too short to sit around waiting for someone who doesn't want to be with me anyway.

I love enjoying the outdoors, and no, I'm not talking about a walk or a cup of coffee on a patio. I'm talking more about something a bit more mischievous. But where are all the naughty men?

Honestly, I've never been in a relationship. Far too insecure to be alone with a guy. They're also so... how can I put it? Clumsy? Tough? I don't like that. I'd prefer a calmer man, a bit older, but who knows how to handle me. I'm very sweet and gentle, so you just have to be careful with me, okay?

I've been single for a while now and I'm looking forward to the men who respond to me with great anticipation. I hope there's someone among them with whom I can have a fantastic future.