Date with lonesome Dutch teen

I'm a gentle girl, sometimes a little shy. I haven't picked my flower yet, and I want to keep it that way until I meet the right person. Since everything goes online these days, and I spend a lot of time on it myself, I registered here.

My ex didn't give me the love I needed. I hope to find a man here who will appreciate me, so maybe we'll see each other soon?

A year ago, I had sex for the first time. It was also, unfortunately, the last time. I did it once, and now I'd actually like to do it again. You don't need experience; we'll figure it out together.

After much deliberation and weighing all the pros and cons, I've finally signed up here. The reason is that I want to end my relationship, but I can't stand being alone. I want to find a new boyfriend before I end it. Whether or not this is appropriate doesn't matter to me. My feelings are more important to me. I'm looking for a friend for life. You also have no problem with me finding a boyfriend before ending my relationship.