Dating with kind Dutch babe

What's still missing in my life is a kind man. The man I'm looking for is single, has a charming appearance, and sees me as his lover. I hope we'll be very happy together.

It can be so lonely. I'm in a relationship, but he hasn't been in touch for a while. Every day I wonder if it's my fault. I'm really not difficult; I always let him do his own thing when he needs to. But apparently, I'm not good enough. I hope to find someone here to vent to, but also to go on a nice date with. Time is ticking, and life is too short to sit around waiting for someone who doesn't want to be with me anyway.

My appearance turns off quite a few men, but I just feel good looking like this, so why should I change myself for a man? Maybe there are spontaneous and nice men here who look beyond appearances, or maybe I'll find a man here who likes me and finds me attractive.

I'm looking for a man, like everyone else here. Married or single doesn't matter because I just want a sexual relationship. Discreetly, if possible!