Fling with lonesome Dutch teen

I've been very shy and withdrawn all my life. I find that very annoying, but I can't change myself. Maybe this way I can find a man; it'll lower the barrier a bit. I hope you don't want to change me, but can just accept that I am the way I am.

Now I don't know exactly how to ask, I'll just do it without any beating around the bush. I want to lose my virginity, it's okay now that I'm a good age, and I want it very soon.

I've been single again for a year. My ex cheated on me, and I immediately showed him the door. I'd love to meet a man who's honest and kind and compatible with me.

Since the relationship ended, I've noticed myself getting a little grumpier every day. I'm sure that if I meet a nice man who's a good fit for me and wants to start a relationship with me, I'll be a lot happier!