Fucking with lovely Dutch girl

Every day should be special for me, and you should work hard for that too if we're going to be together. If that's what you're willing to do for me, then I'd really like to get to know you.

I'm an energetic, spontaneous girl. I love laughing, enjoying life, and also enjoy being at home. I enjoy cooking delicious meals and pastries. Looking for friendship and maybe more?

I think it would be really fun and enjoyable to go out with a slightly older man sometime. Spending a nice evening together is what I'd love. Who knows, maybe we'll have feelings for each other and start a relationship.

No matter how I do it, I never get it right. Why is it so hard to find a man who wants to go on a date with me? It seems like all the men are taken or that I'm not attractive enough. I honestly don't know anymore. I can't ask anyone for advice because I'm terribly ashamed to admit to my friends that I'm still a virgin. Should I just join a nunnery? Am I never allowed to know what it's like to have sex with a man?