Sexdate with delicious Dutch student

It took a while, but I've finally grown up. By that, I mean I can take care of myself and be independent. I just can't do that in bed yet. Then I'm really dependent and let you take charge. Then I'm a child again who needs guidance.

My mother always said, "Time will tell." I wondered what she meant by that, and she was talking about love. I have plenty of love in my life, but sex is hard to come by. Okay, once a month, but that's not enough for me. I want a sex buddy who can pamper me during the week.

I've found myself in a situation I didn't expect. I thought I'd found true love, but now it turns out my boyfriend doesn't want to live with me, and I assumed he would. I don't want a long-distance relationship; I've been through that before, and it wasn't successful.

I've been feeling pretty lonely lately. I do have girlfriends to hang out with, but you can't compare that to a sweet man who loves you and does fun things together.