Sleep with cute Dutch teen

Hi, I'm just me! I don't like drama in my life. But I try to live life as positively as possible. That's why a day without laughter is a day wasted. I have serious intentions here. But I immediately think "relationship" is a big word.

Don't expect anything crazy from me. I'm just a regular, nice girl looking for a nice guy. Love and affection are what I'm looking for with you, and I hope you can give me that.

Being alone isn't for me, especially when you've been used to living with a partner for three years. I want to meet a man again who will make me feel butterflies.

I'm at a crossroads in my life. Should I continue studying, or should I start working? I'm struggling with this, because there might be other options.