Contact beautiful Dutch girl

A while back, I had my first boyfriend. It's already over, though. He deflowered me, but it wasn't quite what I'd imagined. It hurt, he was very quick, and not nearly as sweet as I'd hoped. Is sex so awful then? I always hear good things about it, but I really don't find it beautiful. Can someone prove to me that it can be different?

Here's a sub who's really into latex. But because my partner can't meet my needs, I created a profile here. We don't live together, so I can host at my place. Ideally, I'd wear latex all day, but unfortunately, that's not possible, so I'm looking for someone here who's willing to use me while I'm wearing latex.

Do you have a place where we can have sex? I still live at home, and my parents work. I also have two younger brothers who definitely won't keep their mouths shut and will bother us. Can I come to your place? Or can we do it somewhere else?

If you're not seriously looking for a steady relationship, don't respond. I'm not looking for a one-night stand. I'm looking for a sweet man who's available to me at any time of day.