Contact lonesome Dutch teen

I still haven't found him, the man who will mean everything to me, the man who wants to be my sweetheart and with whom I'll have a wonderful time. I hope I have better luck here than in the nightlife.

I'm not looking for Prince Charming here, and I think I might not find one. I'm looking for a nice, mature man who wants to enjoy life with me, without a relationship or all that fuss. I can be a bit shy sometimes, but when I feel comfortable, I'll open up.

Since my relationship isn't going as well as it did a while ago, I've started smoking again out of sheer frustration. When I get a lot of attention, and therefore sex, my urge to light up immediately dies.

I love getting some fresh air, and I prefer to do that with art, on weekends with a nice guy by my side. I hope to meet that guy soon and spend a weekend at the beach with him.