Dating with lonesome Dutch teen

Hi sweet and nice men and boys. Would any of you do me a favor? I'm a real playmate and I'm looking for a man who will treat me that way. How you do that is up to you; surprise me.

As I write this, I'm blushing with shame. I'm still a virgin, and my friends are laughing at me. I don't want this anymore, and the next time they ask if I've had sex, I want to be able to say yes wholeheartedly. Who's going to deflower me?

I'm very curious which young men will message me, I think you've gotten a certain impression of me and that not every man will respond to me.

I finally know why I see my boyfriend so little. He's seeing someone else, and I heard about it through word of mouth. He admitted it, and I'm still not entirely sure whether I'll leave him; it also depends on whether I find a nice guy here quickly.