Dating with sweet Dutch girl

I've never actually had a good steady boyfriend, even though my friends all live together. I thought I'd try it here, because my love has to be somewhere.

All my friends want security. Man, sometimes they already have kids, that sort of thing. Well, not me. I enjoy life, and I can't use a steady relationship for that. I want to do naughty things without having to answer for them. I do want a relationship and kids eventually, but first I need to practice really hard...

Some of my friends are already in steady relationships, and secretly, I'm a bit jealous of them because they can do so much fun together. A nice dinner, a movie, or a trip. I'd love to do that too, but I'd have to have the perfect man.

Sex alone is no fun at all. It's nice for once, and I'll play with my dildo and all that, but I prefer the feeling of a man. A tongue between my legs or in my mouth, mmm, I can really enjoy that! Do you often do it with yourself? What do you say we do it together?