Dating with young Dutch teen

I don't have much eroticism in my life. Frankly, I'm starting to get a little tired of it. Everyone needs eroticism, me too.

I'm a woman who enjoys my freedom, but sometimes I miss having someone around. Even though I say so myself, I certainly don't think I'm unattractive, but when will I get another compliment? I really need one.

I actually have everything pretty well organized. I have a nice little house with a small garden. I have a pet fish, but still, when I sit on the couch in the evening, I think, "Is this all there is?"

I met a fantastic boyfriend a few weeks ago. Everything seems perfect, and yet I'm already feeling the cracks in our relationship. It's because we're both so inexperienced with sex and are more likely to fumble than to make things really work. As a surprise, I want to give him a fantastic romp for his birthday. But I'll need to know how to do all the positions, and that's why I'm looking for you. We'll meet up a few times, and you'll teach me everything, and you'll get a few good times yourself.