Penetrate lonesome Dutch babe

Close your eyes and imagine you're having a romantic evening with me. You see candles, a fireplace, a hot tub. How do you make it romantic?

My boyfriend can't know that I long for an exciting connection outside of his knowledge. Now that I feel so lonely in my relationship, the only solution is to seek it elsewhere. Please respond if you, like me, are open to something wonderful.

If you send me a message, there's a good chance you're interested in me as a friend. Don't reply because my relationship is so bad, and I often find myself sitting at home in a miserable mess.

I'm looking for someone who can spoil me, but who also enjoys being spoiled. Maybe we can spoil each other more than once.