Penetrate lonesome Dutch teen

Sometimes you have to give each other space to get to know other people and do something fun, well here I am, I'm open to all kinds of outings as long as it's in good company.

I'm sometimes very shy, but once I know you, I'll keep talking.

I put a lot aside for my boyfriend; he demanded all the attention and went all out for his career. I just had to follow suit, and now I'm seeing the results. I'm not getting anywhere, and I sacrificed myself for him. I don't want this anymore and would like to meet someone who also thinks about others.

I'm actually a huge hugger. Whenever I meet or see my friends, it always starts with a hug. But I don't really get anything out of it anymore. I don't mean it in a bad way, but I just want to feel the love in a hug like that.