Sex with lovely Dutch girl

I've known my whole life that I'm attracted to younger men. And yet, now I'm living with someone my own age. I love him, but I really miss sex with an older man. It's like an addiction; I can't help it. Can you become my secret drug?

I've met several men who wanted to start a relationship with me, but none of them were appealing to me. Their words were good, but their actions were not. I want to meet a sweetheart who is honest and trustworthy.

I don't know why, but I rarely get approached by men. It's like they're afraid of me, haha. Do I look that bad? Unfortunately, I have no experience at all :-(. Will I find someone here who dares to approach me?

My best friend and I often fantasize about what it would be like to go to a swingers' club. I find it quite daunting, but what good is it to me until I've actually experienced what it's like? If you're up for it, I'll hear from you very soon!