Sexdate with sweet Dutch girl

Being in a relationship but still missing out on so many things. This is what I have now, and I'm having a really hard time with it. I want to be able to spoil a man, but I also want to go on a fun outing. I also feel lonely sometimes.

I won't meet up with you right away, no matter how nice and sweet you are. I want to check things out first and make sure you're not a cheater and want to start a serious relationship with me.

I think that guy looks good, but men also compliment me regularly. If only my boyfriend did that, I wouldn't have had to look for a nice, complimentary man who visits me regularly.

If you know what I used to look like, you'll understand how happy I am. I wasn't pretty, too fat, and I wore thick glasses. That's quite a makeover, isn't it? I hope you find me beautiful, because I'm still a little insecure. So you have to be kind and serious with me.